Never Found The Words

It's killing me that I can't be there for you when you need me the most. While I try to drown sorrows of my own, you're miles away, can't escape the pain of what you've lost. I feel so fucking selfish for doing this to the dearest of friends, powerless to help you through. I don't know what to do, I don't know if there is anything I can do. But know that I would go through hell and back just to see you smile again.

Lyric

As I sit and watch the sun rise, I feel at home for the first time in years. The cold sends shivers up my spine, and my breath hangs on the air like fog. Stale cigarettes and empty bottles are scattered on the frosty grass. I think back to before we met, and remember what it was like to be alone in a world filled with fake friends and fake family, drowning in a sea of no hope. I gave and gave until there was nothing left but hate for myself and everyone around me. When I felt like my world was about to collapse, you held out your hand and pulled me out of this mess. You showed me how to live again. We sit and talk and I realise how much we are alike. I'll never be able to tell you how much you mean to me. As we sit and watch the sun rise, I feel at home for the first time in years.

Runaways

Had the best time last night. Went to the club for dinner, then went into the city for brews at King O'Malleys, had dudes buying me beers left right and centre. Went back to Ivan's and had a massive chat with Adrian and Justin til about 5 in the morning.
FFFWAAAAPPPPPWOOODDOOOLOOOOOOOOOOOOOPPPP!!!!!

Another Year Down...

Really siked to head out to the city tonight with the runaways. I love that they were all DTP at a second's notice. Best dudes I know.

I'm gonna drink until I forget the world gave up.